My boys

   My heart is so full, sometimes its hard to contain all the love that I have inside. God has blessed me with a wonderful husband. Sometimes I just stop and think..wow what if I had married someone else? I have actually had dreams on more than one occasion that I was about to marry someone else and woke up, looked over, and thanked God that He brought Ryan to me and that we happened to both be extremely ready to settle down. It seriously took about 2 weeks for us to decide there was no use looking around anymore...call off the dogs, the search is over, are you available next June?..is pretty much how it went. Ryan is not only great because the other choices were so bad...he's just perfect for me!

  And  I thought the perfect husband wasn't enough to make me just sit and stare and reflect on how blessed I am...but then, I had a baby...WOW! Ushy Gushy love is what I have for this little boy. Can't get enough of him. Even in the middle of the night..after I stumble out of bed and remember where I am and we're just rocking and snuggling...I thank God for my son..and I remember that my first love, Ryan, helped a little bit in giving me Brody. :) He also works really hard so that I can stay home with our son. Oh yeah, and he's my best friend, and he prayed with us before we laid Brody down, after reading him his Bible story for the night. And earlier tonight he cleaned up the kitchen and made me chocolate milk and wanted to cuddle. So when I crawl back into bed and hold my breath to see if Brody is going to stay asleep, I feel that way about both my boys...my cup runneth over. Thank you God for my boys!